Tuesday, June 19, 2007.
♥ I will be, all that you want & get myself together. obviously, that sentence was taken from avril lavigne - I will be song. yesyes, its nice to listen to. anyways, yesterday was my so-called worst day. I ran away from home! yesyes, this is serious, people. im not joking alright. Do you get irritated whenever people forced you to do somethings but you dont want to ? A possible yes. haha! sorry, i get irritated easily whenever my brother forced me to do things for him. sickening luh. the story goes like this :
yesterday he went for a haircut then he bought this wella straightener for his damn short hair. it was around 8 plus in the night. Gosh! He forced me to straighten his hair but i dont want to cus i was watching TV then he kept bugging me till 10.15 pm. haha, im a brat. yea, i know that (x no but if you think of it, he forced you to do it for him but he'll never helped you back. Isn't sooooo unfair ? He try to make reasons such as, my hair is tooo long. Damn you! I couldn't take it anymore then i just ran away at 10.30 pm. its like whenever he asks from me i must follow ? okay, he kept on taking my money whenever he needs to go out play basketball with his friends. like hello ?! i need that money for some reasons! you're not the only one who need it so badly. then he says he'll pay me back once after he finished his basketball. but sadly, he didn't return anything. So what if he's the oldest. doesn't mean his the king or something which i must follow everything he asks me to do.
okay, then when i ran away, i went up to 6th floor. haha! i dont dare go out anywhere xP yes, i hide at 6th floor. lame right ? haha! then i waited if anyonre cares to look for me. wa lao they didn't bother to come & search for me for that 30 mins. Guess they dont care about the youngest in the family. Cus they were tooo busy focusing on my brother, WHO IS THE OLDEST, ever since he got this new job thingy. everyone except my mum, went to look for me. my brother saw me then they're like asking me to go back home. HELL NO! C'mon, im turning 14 can. Dont treat me like your new born baby. im sick of it okay.
then in the end, i went back home at 11.25 pm. wtf! i was crying like hell in my bedroom. my mum talked to me. LIKE HELLO?! she dont understand what im going through. She thinks its always easy passing examinations. yea right, as if. It's already difficult for me to pass geography & history. I've been like studying like hell for history and geography okay. & I cant even understand what the hell my geography teacher is teaching. & also, its not easy getting into the "click" in a secondary school life. too much complication. Friends backstabbing, people searching for fight in school. WTF! Anyways, she never been in my shoes before, of course how could she even understand.
I'm tired of blabbing. lOl
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