Friday, June 15, 2007.
oh! another boring day. i can say im everyday alone at home from morning til night. im so lonely. yea, kinda sian -.-
anyways, i cant describe what im feeling right now. it like im missing someone terrible. i dont know why i still have feelings for him. but surely by now, he wont like anymore. i guess this feeling just dont want to go away. but the more i kept thinking of it makes me more sad. i also dont know why hidayah feel pity for me. c'mon isn't it just a break up ? & we're still so young & immature to even take on a relationship. alot of things has change for me. Living every single day all by myself. & of course going back to school for prefect's investiture rehearsal. hope to take more pics. LOL. gonna bring my camera! i woke up early just now at 10.52 am, feeling so empty inside. well, not most of relationship end up with a happy ending right ? there must be some conflict going on in between. but both of us never had arguments, we never fight about something. we didn't even shout or scream at each other. its like the days feel like years whenever im alone.
is he really very irreplaceable to me ? wtf! i dont know. almost everything i do, it always reminds me of him. i just dont know why. but i also know he dont care about me now. guys will be guys, right ? Does good guys always finish last ? Does good guys always good in a relationship ? or are they just like any other guy ?
cut the questions. I've learnt how to move on. the past has alreasy past so stop thinking about it.
cus we only live life once.
Sorry, too dramatic (x
You mean
alot to me.
