Thursday, June 7, 2007.
yea, thanks alyssa & the rest for the advice :D
you know, sometimes, i wouldnt want to trust guys anymore when they say " i love you forever" to me, forever means nothing. i thought that there's nothing can cheer me up. but actually, there is.
all thanks to Mr syed, hahs, he chatted with me at 1 am i think. you know, he's a funny guy but he's good at counselling me. though he insult me in school. HAHS. He's quite right, if you kept on thinking of unhappy thoughts, how can you be ever happy ? & also every person we meet in life, doesn't really meant for us. it was just made for us to make us a better person in life.
yea, i know breaking up is hard to do, but you also have to let it go right ? hahs, mr syed shared with me his relationship. both of them kept on breaking up with each other cus of problems, & they also kept on patching up. the girl sent him a letter, she wrote : " if we were meant to be together, we will .. " it's kinda awkward cus their relationship kept on breaking & lots of
patching. but they never lose hope. both of them didn't really thought that they'll end up with each other. it's because, they believed in it.
mr syed also thought that maybe god was playing tricks on them. so yea, their relationship was complicated. thought there was alot of problems, they are still together till now.
he said to me that, i have to let go about this breaking up thing. if he asked for break then let it be. cus everything for us was already planned. he also said that crying over it was stupid.
yea, he's right.
anyways, spent time chatting till now ( 2.10 am ), MR SYED ( your big big name ) im not a S.League fanatic. I know la, you wrote the report about Gombak vs korea la. i know got your super big name stated there. no need to show me, can.
& really, your pics in your msn display pic, are damn funny. hahs.
& also, thanks for cheering me up :D MR SYED! you're the best la. hahs.
also, im not kuku okay.
okay la, i wanna sleep. 2.15 in the morning. YAY! 7 june, 20 more days to my birthday! :D
byebye.
You mean
alot to me.
